This is something I wrote at the end of January...

If you ever find this and enjoy what you see/hear/feel then let me know. 

Time is needed to think things over, ponder at what can be said, as it's tricky to be able to get through to a whole, but extract what you need and allow yourself to be free and smile because you feel happy with yourself and your soul. That entity within that can innocently be trusted to reduce the burdens and draw out the energy, cherish the force and flow beyond your untamed mind's eye. Via my eye is where I go, via yours is where the exploration occurs and if you can explain what you obtain, share it...

The time has come to leave this room, the place I have spent 30 weeks of my first year life, sleeping, eating, relaxing, pleasuring and studying. A memory it shall be, just one of those things that will stick with me and an experience I can share.  The exams are over and the results are in, I got a 2(II), i'm kind of disappointed about this mark as it was all due to one not so good exam (45%) and one crap exam (39%). All the rest of my marks are in the 2(I) grade boundary with eth highest being 69% in Organic Chemistry so I can do it but the average of my marks was 53% so a 2(II) it is. Being realistic and going with the huge about of stats there is on GCSE to A Level and A Level to Degree Level predictions, I am only grade B/C material so 2(II) is spot on. But more work and less procrastination I think may be the key to a better grade next year, I shall try and pull it up to a 2(I) and without DC++ and uber fast internet I think I can do it. It's in my best interests and I got to try and get the best out of this University education. I have found out that The University of Warwick has gone up 2 places to 5th in the Times best Universities list. I feel privileged to be studying here with the grade I got at A Level so even though it’s hard work I am capable and I have to grasp every opportunity I can to get the best out of what I have got. The last week has been most excellent, 18 of us went to Altontowers on Wednesday and even though the weather was not so good, we all had a real good day and I recommend Air to anyone. Before the Altontowers trip on the previous Wednesday me, Just Chris and Clair decided to see the sun rise which was awesome and as I was very drunk (1/3L of vodka and kick, 3 double JD and cokes, 2 cans of strongbow and 2 mini bottles of Stella) the experience was even better, climbing around Westwood campus, visiting the arts block at 6am, pipe smoking with random Germans, watching Chris get in a taxi and then out the other side, playing early morning American football, saying hello to the education block cleaners and trying to get a robin drunk by feeding it JD and coke.  And if you want the photos just ask, I even thought I was a spy for some reason and took photos of all the cars in the area plus close ups or the registration plates? I got to sleep around 8am and I was back up a 10am to go to a Peace Festival. Bought some funky 3 coloured hippy trousers, a matching head band to keep the now bleached, even longer hair out my eyes, ate some Mexican and listened to some live music. After the festival it took me the best part of 2 days to recover from the hang over, flu and sleep deprivation but I enjoyed it muchly even if I was tripping out.

So as I look around this bland room I just think of what is store for me in the near future. SUMMER VACATION. 3 months of relaxing, partying, chilling, seeing m’lady staring on the 26^th eating good food, drinking good drink, festivals, Leeds maybe for a day, travelling around and about to various places, picnics, house parties, gatherings, it’s going to be awesome and I have to throw in some work into the mix to make some funding for next year when I place another foot upon a life step and move into my own place with Chris, Spar and Charlie. It’s going to be such a bachelor pad with the added extra of a bar in the front room…

So for all you who read this, hope you all did great in your first year exams and the A Levels are going ok…have an amazing summer, experience as many new things as possible and keep safe.

See you in 3 months, take Care Y’all

Jubes     

While stood in the queue at Wilkos (been to get items for next Friday) today I realised that everyone around me had wrinkles under their eyes? Young and old, made me think what kinda things in life can cause wrinkles, not enough sleep, stress, old age! I was reading about sleep, and it is a fact that too much sleep is bad for you, 8 hours is about a maximum! So for all you readers out there, there’s a little health tip for you…

Well its 4 days now since I stopped and it’s hard I tell you, and I still got another 7 days to last, but I will last, a challenge it will be as my mind doesn’t seem to be clear, all these thoughts blasting around my head and the grasp of DC++ *ahhhhhhh* but by golly gosh it will be fun to get the long awaited release and see the reaction. :D

Kash is coming on Friday, can’t wait, I miss here, to talk to, hug, cuddle and kiss, sleep with, be in our world together in person…and I sure got some things planned for her ;P, but I got to remember there is life out side of my bedroom!

Life seems to be going ok, exams are only 3 weeks away and then 4 weeks down the line everything is finished for the year :D and I plan to open I big family bucket full of Juby Summer Antics. 3 ½ weeks of pure mayhem and fun :D get ready guys…

Must press on with this report, been on it since 12 :S and I want to get it done soon, as im out to the union tonight to crash, should be fun, live alternative music for a couple of hours :D

 Later

Term 3 - Day 1:

Like I said earlier a new meaning of my life has arisen. Changes I have wanted to do for some time now, feel right, and the summer, oh the warmth and the fun, the water fights and the relaxation. Once the exams are over it’s all going to be spec-tac-ular.

So it’s 8 o’clock starts, work till lecture time, work work work food, £400+ in 10 weeks, that’s a lot of food and the fact that I want to loose a bit of weight as well doesn’t help, well at least of my face. The cheeks are getting a little rounded and chubby! Heh! Exercise and healthy eating is the key to that one…and lots of good clean air and calm environments. And maybe a visit from peaches wouldn’t go a miss. I wonder what she’s plotting? But then again I do enjoy surprises…

Got my new pipe from Caspar, it’s good stuff, relaxation and all that, and the gummy bears with the weird flavour are so morish as well as the quality banana sweets Clair gave me, mmm mmm mmmmmmmm. TASTY WHEAT…good stuff

Lecture was interesting for the first one of term, a switch from PGG to AID, made the morning a little more interesting as well as the tutorial presentation that no one knew what I was on about! Bah, I thought it made sense and was interesting.

Jogging? Where and when?

Watched the Butterfly Effect tonight with C&C, good quality head fuck, just the way I like it, and a must watch again movie. Plenty more of those to come as well as pipe dreams and late night OC? We will see? Work Work Work

Head down, not to far, Trampolining sucked, had my head down too far, felt like I had a lead weight dangling through my face from the internal workings of the back of my head…badly aligned beds, not me at all.

Night Night Y’all, 8 hours no more no less, well less is ok as long as I am.